This Me Mom

This is Me Mom

Mom….
It’s me….
Your daughter whom you love,
Your daughter whom always disobey your instructions and your suggestions
Your daughter whom always makes you are angry, makes you're sad and never makes you proud of me
Mom….
I don’t wanna ask you to buy something for me
I don’t ask you to give me a gift every day
I just want you understand me
Look at me as the way I am
Coz I’m not others and I’m different from them
I wanna do different thing that I like
I wanna be myself, isn’t other people
Coz I can’t do that and they can’t do like I’m doing
I want you trust me that I can
Don’t force me to do something that I don’t want to do
Don’t ask me to stop my creativity
Coz it’s my life
I wanna show you that I can make you proud of me
And the key is my creativity
I always try to make you are happy, but I can’t
I try to do everything you said
Through I dislike it
Through it hurts me and makes me sick
Prove you that I’m your best child
Coz I don’t want you feel sad
I don’t want you cry every night
I don’t want you worry me and make you can’t sleep
Mom….
If you ask me what things I want to ask
I’ll ask three things from you
Your trust, your apology, and your prayer
If you ask me if I love you
I’ll say that I’m loving you, Mom
Forever

By Riyan Husna Purnamasari